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I don't have much free time as I would like to have (who does?). When I do have time off I'm usually online talking to old friends or looking up interesting facts in random places. I enjoy reading books a lot when I have good English books. I'm passively interested in fashion, and I enjoy reading magazines. I write when the mood suits me. I've written a lot of poetry in the past. i still have some of my work. My speciality is love poetry. I can't do positive poetry. The emotion just doesn't come. Otherwise I study. If that's something. Oh and I sing and act with the school a lot. That takes a lot of my time when thats active. I don't have big parts, but I'm engaged and a "regular" in the community so to speak. It's something that I've recently discovered (recently...well a little over a year ago) I can escape into. I listen to a lot of music too. It's very varied and ranges from country music to techno to rock to some hip-hop and rap I also play the violin and very little piano. Music and school/reading have been the two big things in my life. I'm hoping to integrate visual arts into that.
School is important to me and always will be. Actually, more accurately learning and developing myself is important for me. I want to succeed. I've heard ambitious, mature (this one is very popular), independent. At the same time I'm stubborn, a bit obsessive, and a perfectionist. I take being called crazy or weird a comment, because it means people don't see me as a follower but a trail-blazer. I have a strong and supporting relationship with my entire family including my amazing little brother. I'm very different around older people not because I have something to hide but because I can be myself. People think I'm very feminine and girl-y. It has to do with what I find aesthetically pleasing, which is very feminine and pink and cute. My actual personality is actually very different. I've always felt more comfortable around guys, and have almost always had at least one male friend. Many of them are older, actually I thrive around older students or just older people. It bothers me that people think I have a feminine and girl-y personality just because I dress like it, my favorite color is pink, and I like to shop a lot. In fact I'm a very serious person, with strong morals and opinions. I want to change the world, or at least leave my mark. I want to make an impact. All people see is well the pink, girl-y part of me. Only teachers seem to notice that I have ambition and a head full of ideas. I am horrible in math. It just doesn't work for me. Even so, I'm currently taking Pre-calculus. I love working independently. I want to hold the reigns. I want passionate and motivated teachers. I don't mind if they're younger as long as they can control their class and know their subject matter.

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